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Carolyn Bramhall ↠ 9 review Free download Am I a Good Girl Yet?: Childhood Abuse Had Shattered Her. Could She Ever Be Whole? 109 Carolyn Bramhall grew up in what seemed to outsiders to be a normal home with hard working parents surrounded by apparently caring relatives She graduated from Bible college married found a jo. Even with all the Jesus LOTS of Jesus understandable when you know that Carolyn has been in fulltime evangelical ministry since her teens and the occasional bizarre talk of demons I ve read far worse accounts Carolyn s writing about her experiences was engaging and when it came down to it for the most part the conversion to Christianity and integration of her system seemed to be something that her system wanted The last few to integrate came to it basically as the result of Christian life coaching helping them move away from self blame and guilt rather than a horrific exorcism or therapeutic bullying though there is a bit of exorcism in this book too so be aware if that kind of thing is triggering for you For me it s a solid 25 stars on the strength of the writing If you re a reader of multiplicity accounts for the gore and explicit horrifying blow by blow abuse then this probably isn t for you Though the usual SRA trappings of group sexual abuse and child sacrifice are alluded to they aren t laid out in graphic detail and I never doubted that they had been abused in some way probably by multiple perpetrators They wrote about the complicated aftermath of abuse and the head space that leaves you in far too accurately for me to disbelieve them despite the SRA content It s about the system s experiences as an adult dealing with the emotional residue of their repressed memories being explored in therapy and coming to terms with being a multiple system than being a memoir fixated on the years people hurt them
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Carolyn Bramhall ↠ 9 review Free download Am I a Good Girl Yet?: Childhood Abuse Had Shattered Her. Could She Ever Be Whole? 109 Her personalities started to make their presence felt In due course 109 separate entities each created to carry some aspect of truly ghastly past pain would identify themselves What could she. Amazing book but very pro Christian which may annoy or trigger some peopleIt describes DID well and the healing process although all mention of demons should be ignored since it s total nonsense With organized and ritual abuse some constructs which are not true alters but shell may be created but these are not in any way demonic Everyone needs to know this Carolyn describes some exorcisms during which she sustains injuries not goodAside from the demons and pro Christian healing she promotes this is actually a VERY good description of a live almost destroyed by childhood abuse She shows incredible courage in her healingAlmost all the graphic details of her ritual abuse which is satanic are in the appendix which is wonderful because1 it s less triggering and totally not sensational2 it s obvious exactly how much horrific abuse took place and does not pretend that this is any way what many would view as normally extreme abuse it is extreme in the ritual abuse sense survivors of those of such abuse will know exactly what I meanDownload ↠ E-book, or Kindle E-pub ↠ Carolyn Bramhall
Carolyn Bramhall ↠ 9 review Free download Am I a Good Girl Yet?: Childhood Abuse Had Shattered Her. Could She Ever Be Whole? 109 B as a youth worker Then nightmares and panic attacks started to swamp her She her husband and two small children moved to work in America but the internal stresses grew worse and a host of ot. Having been diagnosed with MPD Now DID due to events of satanic ritual abuse in her developing years the author tells her true story in a reflective narrative of her lifeHaving been coping remarkably well with feeling different since childhood yet not exactly knowing whyCarolyn sought therapy which confirmed the presence of MPD Not alot of emphasis is put on her childhood trauma which does draw away from the reader s better understanding of both the authors immediate story and the trauma and dissociation associated with SRA rather the story focuses on her life in general studying at college bible schooling life with her husband and children and moving country to seek profesional attentionWe are introduced to some of her alters in the book although they are not as big an influence as i had expected There is however a very well done appendix in the back of the book that introduces the alters so and non graphically tells what abuse led to their birth An addition that I would have liked actually intergrated into the storyIndeed it s written very well in a style not often seen in this genre very reflective However it could be Very easily off puttingto some with its EXTREME emphasis on god christianity and bible study Almost a little too much and the constant repetition of asking the title s cover uestion